Feeling good - Aug 22 - 8:29
I was hoping I'd be great this morning, the pick one out of 5 emotions thing feels like it needs more shades of emotion. I'm in-between good and great, I'm just exhausted for the most part but I digress. I went to bed early and slept well plus got some good hours in. I'm not sure why I'm this tired. Maybe my dreams did it again? I just remember a tidbit of a Johnny nightmare, though it was tame for my normal nightmares. So idk. The news is on like every other morning, more horrifying stories from Ukrane. Tomorrow is their 31st independence day, so I'm hoping they don't end life on earth with a nuke or blowing up the power plant there. I definitely don't want to go out with Putin having a "look at my massive balls" attack. Anyway, gave my mom a hug cause she's quieter than usual, was butthurt about it but im the one that needs to reach out first in that relationship. Which I'm starting to understand. Dad is being a goof and making me feel loved, he's the best. Alex is still asleep or grumpy, though I think she has work at 9. So I'm hoping to hear from her soon. I haven't reached out to blood fam since I did like 2 or 3 days ago. So I'd like to do that later today. Dad canceled with Aaron today, which I didn't want him to do. So he's going to take me to school for the laptop stuff. He says the hospital is like 5 min from work so he can see Aaron more when he works back over there. So I feel like a less shitty person for hogging him, he is MY dad but he's Aaron's touch of hope that he will be better. So, understandable. I'm feeling good enough for some hygiene related self care rn. Today seems like a good one, I hope I'm right.,
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