Gay-Support

Taking my pills then going to bed. It's earlier than usual and I rather not sleep. I'd like to be up with Alex all night but I should rest, got stuff to do tomorrow. My laptop, therapy and hopefully we can play tomorrow night. Fingers crossed. The only reason I'm OK in the moment was Alex sent me a heart and I'm also ending the day soon in my nice room. This basically attests to how little I need to be happy and how much I rely on her. I'm realizing that the latter isn't the best thing for me and I need to rely more on me. I just don't understand how I'll do that yet. Also how depressed/love starved I am. A simple two character "